chapter satu. bagian tiga.

9 Mar

Who’s Ninda? I asked the same question yesterday.

Dia cuma cewek paling norak di sma gua. Rambut smoothing, make sepatu yang ada haknya buat kesekolah, rok pendek dan kaus kaki panjang dan..makeup.

Well, menurut gua itu sangat..sangat..norak.

You thought those girls don’t exist? Gua pikir juga cewek kayak gitu adanya di sinetron. But they do exist, though it’s not clear what is the point of their existence. I’m not being mean, i’m just too opinionated. Atau mungkin gua iri. Beropini sama iri tipis memang bedanya.

I saw them, in a place that we used to be. Maybe talking about things that we used to talk about. Yeah kita udah putus, dan gua menyimpulkan ini bukan selingkuh, tapi ini setelah dia berlagak kayak mau balik sama gua. How could he let her take my place? I assure myself thats because she’s easy. Seharusnya gua tahu gua nggak bisa berharap apa-apa dari laki-laki yang juga tidak berharap apa-apa.

Jadi sekarang gua kembali ke realita gua sebagai mahasiswi lajang 19 tahun, dengan indeks prestasi 2.05 dan sangat-sangat buruk tata perilakunya.

Ah tai.

The love you give is just too hard to fight

Nothing matters now. Everything I’ve done to be with him. Doesn’t mean shit. Everything that he has done for me, he’ll do to some other slut. Dia bilang dia perlu lo. Dia bilang lo adalah hal yang paling baik yang terjadi di kehidupannya dia. Lo percaya? You buy that shit? You seriously buy that shit?

I tried to tell myself that I’d be over you in a week or two
But baby that was ’bout a year ago
I’ve never seen the word love so personified as I do with you
And that is why I just can’t let go, oh no

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